You are correct. If feels as if the weight is getting to be too much now. I'm not sure how to deal with it. But I will say this - this place has helped me, and posting in other's threads has been more help than anyone is aware of.
10, I'm not sure how to let go of the guilt surrounding my Grandfather. It's like it happened this morning. I still see it all. Outside of my Dad, he was a big factor in my life. I miss him. I spent a good bit of the weekend with Mom. Aside from being tired, to look at her you wouldn't really think. I'm struggling.
It's my kids that are keeping me in line. They are my rock.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
