Jeep, we never know how much time anyone has. My mom is in remission from stage 4 cancer. I understand how you feel and it's a dreadful loop. The one thing I can tell you is the best thing to do is to live each day as fully as possible, leaving nothing unsaid or undone, and leave the rest up to God or the Universe or whatever you believe to be a Higher Power. The point is not to waste a moment we have now. xoxoxoxo sending prayers for you and your family and {{{{{hugs}}}}}}
Thank you so much for the kind words. I've been over there every day. It's tough. I have to pretend like this isn't real.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
