I feel physically sick at the thought of moving forward for the last Eighteen months since my wife has told me it was over not a day has passed that we have not chatted or interacted with each other I keep believing that I can do something that will fix something but then I realise that nothing is fixing anything
I know the feeling. I was sick for most of the time until divorce, too. Went from my normal, healthy weight to 20 lbs less...I just quit eating but still working out as hard, if not harder. Just quit eating.
I had some to talk to, but never did. I just keep things internal. This board has helped more than anyone knows.
I hate the alone feeling, too. We are here for you, brother.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
