Well here I am looking forwards

[ATPeace]

Well home from the country having looked at ththe country property again

I am still so confused

For the past 19 months since my W told me she did not want to be married,to me any longer every single day we have spoken to each other had meals with the family we have been out sometimes just the two of us we have we have .....interacted not a day has passed where we have not spoken

I feel I have let go of my old ways ...I do not try and control yet I am still trying to control

I do not know what to do for my children well half of my children my older children ....I have to sell everything to downscale .......

I have to get son 1 in to collage in the country

Everything is getting more difficult