I liked your pull it together thread in newcomers as you really tried to follow the book. Many here read the book and vaguely go on without really referring to it in practice.
That being said I would just point out that your situation is relatively young and maybe still too soon to achieve the result you are working towards. Be patient.
Best wishes
R 25 years M 14 years S11 & S13 Working on it alone since Oct 2014 M in trouble a lot earlier (~2 years) Feb 2016. 1st R chat in a yr. Next R chat Aug'17 Still together
