Have you looked into "celebrity worship syndrome"?
Wow, interesting stuff there!
"Individuals that are love obsessional stalkers often convince themselves that they are in fact in a relationship with the subject of their obsession."
"Individuals who suffer from Erotomania tend to believe that the celebrity with whom they are obsessed is utilizing the media as a way to communicate with them by sending special messages or signals."
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final