Haven't spoken to W since Sunday. I requested that she not contact me for a bit. My mind jumps back and forth with what to do. Still leaning towards ending things, but we do need to have that talk sometime this weekend I suppose. I believe 100% she wants to get back together and really means it. The problem is I do not think she would feel the same way a few years down the road. I always feel like she has one foot out the door. She never seemed excited about our wedding, never would seriously discuss children and always kind of supported my former brother in law when he and my sister broke up. Most people on my sisters side didn't talk to him anymore because that's just the way it goes. My W always said it wasn't right. I felt like she was doing that because she knew the day would come for us and she did not want to be treated like that. Just my thought though.
Amazingly, I feel badly for her. What a mess. I will be honest. When I told her it was over last weekend, and heard her wail, it was satisfying in a way and I hate to admit that. First time in 20 years I have been the one to say those words.
On the plus side, I set up my outside security camera. A bit hap hazard but it'll due for know until I have more time. I hope POS felon does something now.
