I worry I'll feel differently tomorrow because right now the burden doesn't feel so heavy.
Yes, this exactly. It's definitely a roller coaster. But I'm starting to believe that everyone has a limit before self-preservation starts to take over. I've been living in this nightmare since 5/27/16... practically 8 months. With a few exceptions it has consumed my every waking (and some of my sleeping) thought since then. I think my soul is tired of it. It's fighting back as part of some sort of self-defense mechanism. I don't know. I'm getting waaay too philosophical here. I think it's time for bed
Glad you're having a good night too.
M46 W48 M11 T14 S11 D8 BD: 2016/05/27 In-home separation: 2016/11/23 Nesting: 2017/06/11 W moves out: 2018/01/07 W goes public with OM: 2018/07/12 I ask for a divorce: 2018/12/14
