CT1118 - I've been wondering about you my friend. I'm not reading or posting as much lately. Things are fairly quiet on this side of the River.
You do indeed sound very down and tired my friend. If I could be so bold - a bit of self-care is perhaps called for. The trees will take care of themselves for a while - perhaps take a break somewhere / somehow. Find some fresh Joy be it in a sunset or a well grilled steak.
On BD H52, W50 T27, M26 S21, D23 BD-9-Mar-16 D-15-Jan-18 Final-19-Apr-18 I am a storyteller. The story may do you no good. But a story is never for the listener. It is always for the one who tells