My WW and the Great Sandi2 Experiment - part 2

[Chris73]

The drinking has gotten progressively worse.

She drank every night on vacation @ Disney.

The night we came home she drank an entire bottle of wine by herself.

Sunday, she hung out in the city after work and had "3 glasses" of wine with a girlfriend

Last night after our "discussion" she went to the neighbor's house and I'm sure they put down a few.

As far as my feelings?

I love my wife. I want her back. I want to make this marriage work. But she's giving me nothing. She's cold as a stone. And the more I stay in this limbo the more she eats cake. She needs to experience the harsh reality of her decision and that can't happen while I'm still there.

So what do I want?

I want to be married to my wife, but if that can't happen I need to escape from this nightmare and start the process of moving on.