. I will say this is the hardest thing I have had to deal with in my life, and I have dealt with some pretty terrible stuff as well. I try to explain my situation to people and the only way I can is by telling them it feels as if she has died, but with death there is no choice, shes making this choice, so in a way it hurts even more, if that makes sense
I've used that same analogy, too. And, yes it does make sense. Now is the time to gather your wagons and circle them. It took me a long, long time to realize things, and even longer to be able to stand amidst the incoming. I know you don't believe it, but there is sunshine over the mountain, my friend. Believe in yourself.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
