Thanks for the messages. I took a few days off to digest everything that was said. It's been a really rough few days, been v low and crying loads.
JujuB - definitely there is PTSD. Thanks for the advice about concentrating on myself and my son - definitely trying to do that. Is your son all right - what's this about a diagnosis? Hope the little one is ok.
SBJ - thanks for the message. You're totally right - WH told me he 'left' 2 years ago, just didn't tell me! He actually said that - "I left 2 years ago and I didn't tell you." What hurts is 2 years ago I was going through chemo and living separately from him for 8 months - what does he expect?
Jeep74 - actually upset for you to hear 2 years post BD the healing isn't complete. What did your WW do to trigger you?
Am totally dreading and hating the Valentine's day preps - it's everywhere. Its killing me. Things weren't good before he left but we always got each other cards at least ; (
