She moved out, filed, but I'm still working Pt. 5

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Dinner was just ok...ended up sitting next to the W and she had nothing but small talk to say to me. There were 8 couples plus kids. Bought dinner for my entire family...was thanked for it.

Everyone came back to my house for drinks, desert and coffee after dinner. The last ppl left around 1030 pm. Had a great time. The W real gated herself to the kitchen and dining room. She did not venture into the back of the house.

I cannot express how difficult it was to watch her drive away. She simply said thanks for having me...bye. How deflating. I did grab her shoulders as she was walking out and give a gentle squeeze. I then hugged my two youngest and told them that I loved them. Seeing her seem at easy getting in her Carnac drive away was heartbreaking.

Thank God I was able to keep from asking her to stay. Several of the men that were here know what is going on and are praying that things work out for us. I know God's will will be done, but as a humanit is difficult having the patience to wait on his timing.