So, she texted today and said she everything was all good and her conference was about to start. I didn't respond. After a while she calls. I've been under the impression these past two days that she was there with her work friend. She said he wasn't there. I asked if this was a planned weekend with him? She said no. I know, I know, I know... My mouth starts going before I start thinking. I'm pretty sure she's lying though. I think she's scared to tell me the truth. I think she's afraid that if I knew the whole truth I would leave (I wouldn't).. I'm gonna try and not ask any more questions. If she did cheat there's nothing I can do, if she didn't cheat there's nothing to do. I can't trust her so what's the use in asking questions. It only hurts, even when she says what I want to hear it hurts. (Not sure if I posted this but I was able to check her phone record for the time when she got off the plane, her first phone call was to him for 2 minutes, seems like it was an "I'm here" call) I'm not gonna ask anymore questions. I'm just gonna concentrate on kids. Respond to her texts with kindness and when she gets back I will dim somewhat and try and detach. AK8
