Long time lurker

[Hazy]

I'm just journaling but responses are definitely welcomed.

I'm having a hard emotional day today. Can't get the thought of WH with GF out of my head. I keep wondering how happy she makes him. I brought it upon myself because I asked him to take care of an insurance thing for me. Something I could've done myself. He called me later aggravated with the whole thing. I of course took it as he was aggravated with me. We've been very cordial the last few weeks. This morning he was sending me photos of the sunrise. I know it's been three years and I should be over it. But it seems like we were just trying to get back together and all of a sudden he was gone again. I'm just down in the dumps.