Thanks guys for keeping me in your thoughts and prayers, it means a lot. I guess in time the pain of some memories will start to fade, and they will just be memories of a person we used to know. A wayward still never ceases to amaze me at how utterly closed off they can be towards anything that doesn't concern themselves. Especially a parent who can walk away from their child while they "figure themselves out".

I have noted that he only refers to having one child, he never acknowledges that there's another way or even that I'm pregnant. I know ultimately this will be his loss, but I can't help feel for a child whose father acts like they aren't wanted.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16