Thanks to everyone for the advice so far. It really is invaluable. I suppose I am "starting over" since I gave up control again...well, crap! Please keep the advice/encouragement/2x4's coming. They are the best motivation I have at the moment. Trying to find some meetups, but there aren't any within a hundred miles from me except for a 40's to 50's group and a christian book club. Neither of those would be good for me...even if I did want to leave my comfort zone some LOL!