Ugh...I really suck at this. I make improvements and then BAM...do something stupid again. Thanks to everyone for the feedback. Hopefully this didn't set me back too far.
Of course my heart wants to go with her and be around her, but my head certainly doesn't...my head says "she's having an affair and you're contemplating spending a weekend with her????!!!!???!!!" It is such a conflicting feeling. I assume what is ACTUALLY best is not to go...who the heck knows though...