done my head in

[maly]

I do find myself comparing to him occasionally and get pretty upset

Unfortunately, that is part of human nature. We all do it. Mine affaired even in some aspects, down in other - even in money and being in shape/strength/etc, but down in the fact that he was more of a "bad boy." I have thought about it and maybe it really is affairing down even if they are in a higher socio-economic status because of morality issues. Who knows.

I think they will take any that make a pass at them they want the forbidden fruit and you know what the forbidden fruit is ****