Had a brief conversation with w over text today. She asked if I'd gotten paperwork for taxes yet, I told her no. Then she asked if I got health insurance for this year because we got a letter from the IRS stating we would get a fine if we do t have it by a certain date, I asked her to sent a picture of letter. Said thank you, she said you're welcome and not a word since. Miss her like crazy. But as always no clear path in my mind for w to come back and recommit to our marriage.
Had a nice gal activity, after work we met up at a co workers for pizza and beer then a movie. It was really nice to just sit and watch snowboarding videos and talk. I really enjoy co worker E.G. He's a good guy. I did take notice that my "true" laugh comes out often around him. He's just such an easy fun person. I'm glad I met him.
Becoming a pretty decent friend with the new girl at work, EH. She's been needing a ride. It's nice to have girl time with her, we've gone to lunch twice and the 15 min car ride home is pretty informative. Today as a thank you she got me a drink I mentioned I really like. It's nice when people remember little comments you make. It sure feels good. It's certainly something that I thought I would struggle with in the beginning of my stitch. That no one would know what I like or how I drink my coffee haha... yeah people remember, the ones that do care, and yes it may be just a co worker that remembered but between most of my co workers, they've got my main likes down. I'm pretty blessed.
Not sure when I'll hear from my w again, maybe soon or maybe this time she will wait until I send over tax stuff. Who knows. I did fairly well in keeping it together after our brief texts. That's one thing I struggle with. A lot. Positive or negative interactions and I lose my Sh!t. I'm going to try and remind myself to not be so hard on myself. I've heard it from my ic and a couple of my coworkers / friends. I really must not.
Maly- thank you for your replies. I appreciate you checking in.