Am I in withdrawal ... will he ever wake up

[Lana_71]

Hi Job
You are right ... no not ready ...I am not ready to fight about anything ... don't want to fight about money either...I wish this nightmare finishes on it's own ....I know what I want and will not be able to accept crumbs but I am responsible for the stuck place I put my self because I choose to not decide ... how can someone love or even like other who treats them like [censored] ... he doesnot even call for months no new year . Just some silly msg with the kids on some tv series..... thanks for letting me vent will give it sometime to think and recap ... no action today ... good night