It's been a loooooooong time for me. like 9 years. Not that I haven't dated in that 9 years, but if you lumped my time seeing someone together, it would equal a year out of that 9. And 6 months of that was love and something significant and meaningful.
My nighttime is my worst too.
But my catch-22 is like what Betsey wants. I don't want man in my life who doesn't enhance, make it better, the real deal. I don't want just someone to ease the loneliness. I've had that. It only made me feel worse in the end. I certainly can't see to find quality.
Until then...... I'll just have to continue on with all the other stuff to try to ease the lonliness.
My best time spent is with D9. That's not a time filler. I truly get joy from our time together.
