I do find myself comparing to him occasionally and get pretty upset
Unfortunately, that is part of human nature. We all do it. Mine affaired even in some aspects, down in other - even in money and being in shape/strength/etc, but down in the fact that he was more of a "bad boy." I have thought about it and maybe it really is affairing down even if they are in a higher socio-economic status because of morality issues. Who knows.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
