Well here I am looking forwards

[ATPeace]

I really could not say if it is a MLC or A WAW i am not even sure that it really matters she was abused as a child and her mum left her dad got custody of the children then 4 years ago we nearly split up she thought I wanted more in the bedroom so sex was non stop for a couple of weeks and she fell pregnant she felt trapped

So 18 months on I am still in house with her she is saying more and more often that we have to sell the house as she wants to live in separate houses but she has not done anything about it yet I believe that she is waiting for two years to pass so she can file a non fault divorce

Why is it right now I feel a broken man I feel that there is nothing whatsoever I can do she has all the power and the control, the only way that I can take some of this back is to start the ball rolling with the sale of the house go very [censored] dark in house but not talk to her I [censored] hate her right now for what she has done the decision that she made that will result in me seeing my daughter less and y youngest son less

I do not want to be anywhere near her in the morning when she comes back home ...how can I be nice to her when right now I feel she has destroyed me because of her decision