Well, to be fair, "like she is doing" is with another partner. I would be breaking my marriage vows if I did that. Plus, I still have too many feelings for her to involve another person in any romantic/emotional way. Although, I do feel like it would ease the pain, it would be a huge injustice to whoever was on the receiving end of that relationship right now.
Just hurting and venting. Tired of being lonely and it's only been 5 months.
One huge accomplishment: Yesterday marks 5 months with no alcohol. That is a huge milestone, especially with everything that has been going on.
Sorrry I did not mean it like that,I meant just go and have fun there's lots of things you can do and it will help you heal and take your mind of your spouse,
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