Am I in withdrawal ... will he ever wake up

[Lana_71]

hi job just feel too disrespected ... does he really care what we are going through ...I have been supporting myself and kids for last 3 years ... he used to earlier be a good h but since last 3 years it is as if he is not concerned ...he says he will pay then he never does or even open the subject .. in his few msg he says he is working too hard to make something and pay his debt of his company and help us ... but he completely ignore me .i honestly don't know what to believe no more ... is he lying... I don't know ... what if he is having good time and just keeping me and kids on the shelf ...