Well, to be fair, "like she is doing" is with another partner. I would be breaking my marriage vows if I did that. Plus, I still have too many feelings for her to involve another person in any romantic/emotional way. Although, I do feel like it would ease the pain, it would be a huge injustice to whoever was on the receiving end of that relationship right now.
Just hurting and venting. Tired of being lonely and it's only been 5 months.
One huge accomplishment: Yesterday marks 5 months with no alcohol. That is a huge milestone, especially with everything that has been going on.
