Yesterday was a real rough day all around. Motorcycle battery was dead so I got a jump. Road it hard for a bit to try to get the battery to charge, but didn't realize my fuel petcock was set to reserve and ran out of gas. Had to push the motorcycle about a mile and a half to get gas, and then the battery was still dead. Got a jump at the gas station, get the motorcycle home and begin taking battery out. A spring loaded clip flies of and hits me in the temple where I now have a big swollen bruise. Then working out last night I hurt my back doing deadlifts. Then I had tons of dreams about W and about OM. They just wouldn't stop. Yesterday absolutely sucked!!!!!!!!!!!

I have this incessant feeling of need to take some kind of action relatively soon. I understand this would not be advisable so that's why I am venting about it. I feel like I have waited long enough for W to come to her senses. It really makes me angry that she has pretty much moved on to another relationship while I sit idly by waiting to see if she comes back (in regards to a relationship,not GAL). I feel like it's time to apply pressure.