Sorry for this post ahead of time but I'm journaling/venting to keep myself from texting w.
I think my initial thoughts were correct. W couldn't even bother to call the kids this weekend. She texted this morning to ask if she could call this afternoon and made a point to tell me she was out with her friend last night and that's why she missed calling the kids. I missed her call this afternoon and called back 20 minutes later, no answer so I apologized in a text and told her to call them anytime. Nothing. Then I let her know a hour before bed and at bedtime and nothing. I want to truth dart her and tell her she obviously has someone more important than the kids but haven't. I know if it was her friend or step mil she was with she wouldn't have a problem finding time to call. I know tomorrow she'll tell me her phone was dead. So frustrating. I'm hurt but I also feel bad for the kids, and w as well. I can't imagine not calling, Idt I've ever missed a night. I want to say something so bad, she's going to come back tomorrow, pretend to be super mom, and come over here while I feel like a fool. Then again I'm letting her make me crazy, maybe I am, maybe she's not lying, but my instincts have been on since I first got the bad feeling about Om. It just makes the most sense.
I did try to get out and keep my mind off things this weekend. Took the kids to hockey games Friday and Saturday nights and to a bday party Saturday afternoon. Today we watched a movie, spent all afternoon putting a model roller coaster together then hung out until bedtime.
Hope everyone had a good weekend and gas a great week.
