You said you didn't make it formal at her request. That made it sound like you wanted something different. What do you want? What is your goal? What gets you closer to that goal?
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving