New girl decided I needed more time to heal - so not dumped, but put out to pasture to 'age'.
I had a week of radio silence, then she emails and says she wants to be 'friends', but wants more, but can't. I think she's scared, but has been through this rodeo before being divorced, and engaged and called it off. I see her apprehension.
Signed up for divorcecare from Feb-May. Excited to go. Gonna make the next 4-5 months about healing and focusing on myself and God. Did a cleanse, and lost some weight. Doing 2.5-3 miles of running every day. Feels good.
New girl (woman) out of the blue and emails me on Friday. Complete mix-signal email. Probably misses me, but reinforces she doesn't want to hurt me and doesn't want to get burned by the recently divorced Trumpet. I soldier on. Told her she could let me know when she wants to talk.
I feel good about life right now. Not looking to start a relationship with anyone (except if new girl makes a move).
M46, EXWW46 M15 T17 D20, S19, D13 M - Addiction since 1998 W EA/PA #1 2013/2014 W EA #2 June 2015... BD 1 Big D talk 9/15 BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15 Served D 1/22/16 Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)
