Zues/Seeker7/ForGump,

Thank you so much for the encouragement! I needed it. So I took time to reflect on where I've been and started a new thread:

http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2725584&#Post2725584

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving