Summer Fling turned into nightmare

[bluthre]

update for the new year I count anything as a blessing. still in house separated he is back sleeping in the bedroom (due to basement being too cold for the winter. he has let me know that he plans to move out at the end of the month. I've being doing a lot of work on my self to help get my mind stronger through all of this. as much as I wish he'd stay home its really unhealthy. he says as long as he is here he's is reminded of the affair every time he looks at me and admitted that he needs time away from me but is still sticking to the big D word. he wants to move out and begin his new life on the other end I'm still hoping and wishing for some forgiveness.