MLC W and preparing for S or D in the new year

[Gordie]

ForGump,

Thanks. Feeling so discouraged and that my efforts aren't working. I do need to think about what I say at this point but can't think straight.

That lump in my throats that doesn't go away is back. I need to go back and re read DR and re assess what I've been doing and how my tactics need to change. I still have a couple more weeks before we are going to physically separate so need to make the most of them.

Anger, sadness, confusion...how can this be actually happening? And my poor kids...