n the meantime, I'm trying to figure out how to keep him in my life. I'm trying but either I'm doing it wrong or it just isn't enough. Maybe I haven't given it enough time but he seems to be flying fast with getting the heck outta dodge, so I don't think I have much time left.
Unfortunately, you can't - that decision isn't up to you. He is on his own road, which only has room for him. Use this time wisely to take care of yourself. Not trying to be a downer, but the storm clouds are still gathering. Get some shelter.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
