where to begin or end? #2

[jade]

Thanks guys. I honestly dont know what im doing or how to get a life. Since 17 my life was about my wife, our family and achieving our goals together. So now im faced with trying to DB in a way that combines doing whats best for me while still putting my kids first. Detaching would be much easier without kids n family ties.

It certainly feels like the world does not want me to be happy. It gets exhausting putting on the happy act for long periods with no real joy being acheived.