"In my real life, if I ask my ex wife why she did this crap without even talking to me about it first - I would get the same non answers."
Really? I thought when you first came on here she was very clear. You said she told you it was because of your marijuana smoking, lying, bad temper, stress and mood swings. I don't know what part you seemed to be confused about.
Going over your threads, I don't recall, did you ever read DB or DR?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.