Thank you guys, your words are always so helpful, your advice is sound.
WH continues the siege of silence and I continue to read, relax, exercise, and looking within to work on my own deficiencies. While I look to my other relationships to draw love from I am lonely. I miss feeling like I was in a working marriage. I miss being able to just walk up to him and kiss him, hug him and snuggle. While my children less me snuggle them it's not the same as the affection between a couple.
This weekend we are being visited by two of aunts and his cousin which means he will have to sleep in the MBR. This should provide some interesting data for my posts.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3