Thank you for the responses but I am a very optimistic person and will not give up hope. I am though emotionally detaching though slowly. I will not give up hope because then you will not succeeded. Let me give you an example.

Everyone knows that there is a very little chance to win the lottery but millions of people play it anyways. That is because you have hope to win. That does not mean you go out and buy a million dollar house because you hope to win. But once you give up hope that you will win then you stop playing the lottery. When you stop playing then you are guaranteed to not to win.

So hope has more to do with not giving up. Hope for the best and plan for the worst. That is what I am doing. So as long as there is a chance I will hope. But I am emotionally detaching and GAL. Another thing is, is if this does not work out I will defiantly be successful in my next R.


Love is a decision. Genuine love is honor put into action, regardless of the cost.

Me:43 W:41
M:21
SS:25 S:19 D:18
BD1:3/16 BD2:10/16
W moves out 10/2/16