At the beginning of this week I went dark as much as possible. I thought it would be good for me to try to let go 100% on the run up to exposing W affair. I didn't expect anything to happen I was just doing it for me. I thought that it would help me practice for what is ahead. I was very polite and answered when spoken to but nothing more. She seemed to notice within the first 24 hours. By the second day she was rubbing me and being extra friendly. currently she seems to be trying to find out what is going on with me without actually asking questions or admitting that she cares. So bizarre! Can she really be that cold and cynical? Is her concern real? It makes my head spin.
