Wife wants a divorce. An awakening in myself

[Seeker7]

She doesn't know what she wants, just like most of our S here. Their brains are like scrambled eggs. There emotions are all over the place. If they truly knew what they wanted they would not keep changing their direction. Keep on reading books because that is something that has really helped me to understand and change where I need to change. I look at it like this all the stuff I am learning will help me get her back to have the best MR ever or it will help me tremendously for my next R which I hope to never have to do. The love will never go away completely it will just become less and less over a long period of time so just do what you have to do for yourself.