She moved out...now the work begins...Part 4

[SBJ]

Gordie, I agree that it hurts. It is crazy how she feels that I should be ok and friendly when she is ripping my family apart. It hurts that it seems that she feels nothing from the fact that our M and our friendship is disappearing. It hurts not to have that one person that you have talked to about anything and everything for the last 25 years not be there any more.

Everything about our situations hurt. There is no way around it. I have friends that are telling me to just get thru the D and move on, but I'm not made that way. I am the one that wants to keep my family together. I am the one that would never leave. I am the one that would never cheat. I am the one that would forgive her transgressions. I am the one that she could rely on to always be there for her. Yet, all that being said...this is out of my control.