I don't know if she knows what she wants. We had a snow storm last night and I asked if she was ok. She said that she is going to her friend jackies house. I said ok no problem, be safe.
I've been reading a lot of books, and I'm not bringing R talk into the conversation with her, or future talk for that matter. I'm just being nice to her, cause that what she has always wanted. I know I hurt her, I took her for granted, didn't appreciate her and showed that I didn't love her. This is probably the hardest thing I have expirenced in my life
