I know I can't control her and I have no right to even try now that we are divorced. I also accept that I am still in love with her and that is probably why her behaviour hurts so much. I feel like I have always been her plan B. I still have the belief that she will come back once she has stopped fooling around and is ready to work on our relationship. I know I should cut and run but when I see the kids and her, I loose the will to let go.
I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?
