Had a busy day today. Went to work then to the grocerie store to stock up on food drink and snacks. It is my night to have the boys so I found a new recipe to cook for dinner. FIL was over for dinner. The new meal was a big success. It is a great feeling to make a meal from scratch and have everyone enjoy it. This is a definite 180 for me.
I found some time today to write my apology letter to W. I will go over it again a couple of times before talking to coach tomorrow. I also have a appt with my IC tomorrow. I am looking forward to talking to him about how to deal with my jealousy and anxious attachment style. I know this is something that goes back to when I was 10 and my parents got divorced. I believe this is the biggest thing I want to work on for myself and any future R with or without my W.
