So glad you are out of your boot. It was a great feeling when I was out of mine. Felt weird at first but all was good. Take it easy because it does take time to heal.
as for you drifting away from your H. You are finding yourself. Not dependent on him. It's a beautiful thing when one can say. "I am good with myself."
you sound great
M51 XW43 (38 at bd) BD1 MAY 30 2015 BD2 JUNE 25 2015 by text moved out Aug 2 2015 left both Daughters 13 and 15 (now 18-20) Her divorce Final July 26 2016 Last time she saw her kids Aug 2 2015