Glad to see you in a more positive mindset too, not too long ago we never thought we would be here.

My concern is less about intense limerance but quite the opposite, it's possibly a phase. I just feel like I'm going to struggle to trust someone, there's trusting someone towards my children, and then trusting someone not to hurt me.

I do have phases of feeling hurt and disappointed. I do realise that those feelings I have are those towards a person who has long gone.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16