Love is a decision - my story

[Seeker7]

PacLove,

Thanks for that info it does give me much reassurance to my thinking. That is what has been happening already were sometimes she is more talkative and others were she is very short. I know at times she misses me and other times she hates me. The way I know is because of comments she has made to other people that talk to me. Our mutual friend told me that a couple of weeks before Thanksgiving she broke down crying and said she still loved me than a month later she wishes I would find a girlfriend and move on so I would leave her alone. I do understand she is also on an emotional roller coaster too. She also asks the kids and other people how I am doing. One thing I have made a true commitment to is that I will not date or even try to have an EA with anyone until at minimum until after a divorce which I pray that will never come. Here in my state the laws for divorce is that you have to live in separate residents for one year before you can get a divorce and it has been a little over three months since the S. One thing I believe is by biggest tool to win her back is my change and prayer. Since I have read all your threads of your sitch I know you have done a lot of that too.