I really appreciate the support in my time of frustration.
I am definitely frustrated and discouraged. I feel like after 9 years patience is running out. I had a joke of a marriage which ended very young. All I heard for the first few years was "you'll remarry, you'll find someone new, you'll have more kids, be patient and don't worry"
Well, never happened. And The freakshow that has been presented upon me as options have only given me really good stories to tell over drinks, or to tell when a friend is down and I think they need a laugh.
Ok, I am done now. I don't even want listen to myself anymore. I really appreciate everyone for listening.
I'm going to the gym tonight (well, every night) then D9 goes with her dad and I'm going to go home and clean out my downstairs closets. I imagine that should be a nice distraction.
I am truly exhausted. I also have no carbs in my life right now. Maybe I'm hangry.
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