Honestly G, I'm hearing your fatigue talking. First of all, what's wrong with being an ex-Priest? The plumber was a guy you didn't have high hopes for anyway but decided to take a chance (good for you!), the latest sex offender you googled and found he wasn't who you want to date (again, good for you!). exNG was a relationship where you both wanted to go in different directions...and yes, that hurts. I don't see you as cursed! Get back in the saddle when you're feeling a little more hopeful. You're an amazing lady who deserves an amazing guy...and you'll find him